It’s a very complicated relationship I have with this man; I am simultaneously grateful to him and seriously angry with him. And I am scared to leave him.
Physicians
Why Cancer Sucks Up All My Time (or what I did so far today)
6:30 am - I wake up in a serious panic because in just 12 more days I will be having both of my breasts surgically removed. Simultaneously I rehash in my mind the fact that, as late as yesterday afternoon, my surgeon’s office had yet to schedule my pending double mastectomy, port removal and sentinel node injection with visual” with the other hospital.
My Heart is filled with Thanksgiving and Joy
2019 is starting off to be a blessed and joyous year! My heart is filled with thanksgiving and joy. 2018 was a tough year. Really, really tough. The shocking and devastating stage 4 breast cancer diagnosis, and then going through arduous chemotherapy sessions and the aftermath are the most difficult struggles I have experienced in my … Continue reading My Heart is filled with Thanksgiving and Joy
Joy, Faith, Hope, Love, Peace & Rock Bottom
This was the week of Rock Bottom, so there’s no place to go, except up. After last week’s chemotherapy on Thursday, I developed debilitating weakness, dizziness, and shortness of breath. I am extremely weak and oxygen deprived because my red blood cell count is low, and therefore, the oxygen in my blood is also low. …
Life In Introspection 